Your Favorite Annoying Teen

I hate those nights when your mind suddenly goes completely irrational.

I had a hard time getting to sleep last night because I was afraid to fall asleep. My body was soooo tired but my mind was afraid.

I was afraid I wouldn't wake up.
Completely irrational and damn I needed sleep too. But I was plagued by it and didn't fall asleep until after 1am.

I am kind of freaking out inwardly.
I know this because my dream last night was messed up. Like I was trying to pay for groceries and was all happy because I was using a debt card and not a credit card and it's good thing in this recession. Then the cashier lady gets my freaking debt card sucked in to the conveyer belt and I couldn't pay for my frickin' groceries and instead I had to bag other people's groceries. I apparently suck at bagging groceries too because the frickin' bag was being stupido and like HOW HARD IS IT TO OPEN A PLASTIC BAG?! I was entirely disfunctional.
Oh and I seem to have some fear of big penises lately or something. Some guy's in the dream wouldn't stop growing and it went all stretchy and long like a snake and it was scary and sick. That's like the second time I have dreamt of scary big penises in the past month. Gah.
Ooooh and besides some random shiz with a hotel I was trying to wrangle all these cats and dogs and could NOT keep them apart and ended up being so frustrated trying to frickin' wrangle cats.
Gawd.
Talk about a restful dream.
It was like "BAM! No money! Bam! Scary penis! Bam! Crazy fucking cats!"

Oh and I just feel fucked with life in general. I was mostly happy all week but happiness means I got nothing done and now I am all "Oh my jizz! I am screwed! I need to get my ass in gear NOW!"

Ojala que sobrevive. (I love "Ojala". The Spanish took it from the Arabic language. It translates to "I hope" but because when said it sounds like "Oh-hall-la" which is like "Oh Allah" and actually means "God will it." I love it.)

I just needed to express some frustration.
I'll be good. I just need sleep and time.
Spring break...
Me dormire todos dia. Me siento mucho mejor.

Anyhoo, need to get going.
Adios.
Peace.
~Lo

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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) Share on Facebook A summery of Your Favorite Annoying T... Hello, I am YFAT or Lo. I have been writing/around on Journal Scape for over a decade now. Time flies! This journal chronicles my random thoughts, high moments and sometimes low, throughout high school, college, and now beyond, into the world of "adulthood", whatever that means. Sinerely, ~Lo		2009-03-02 12:16 PM Pesadilla I hate those nights when your mind suddenly goes completely irrational. I had a hard time getting to sleep last night because I was afraid to fall asleep. My body was soooo tired but my mind was afraid. I was afraid I wouldn't wake up. Completely irrational and damn I needed sleep too. But I was plagued by it and didn't fall asleep until after 1am. I am kind of freaking out inwardly. I know this because my dream last night was messed up. Like I was trying to pay for groceries and was all happy because I was using a debt card and not a credit card and it's good thing in this recession. Then the cashier lady gets my freaking debt card sucked in to the conveyer belt and I couldn't pay for my frickin' groceries and instead I had to bag other people's groceries. I apparently suck at bagging groceries too because the frickin' bag was being stupido and like HOW HARD IS IT TO OPEN A PLASTIC BAG?! I was entirely disfunctional. Oh and I seem to have some fear of big penises lately or something. Some guy's in the dream wouldn't stop growing and it went all stretchy and long like a snake and it was scary and sick. That's like the second time I have dreamt of scary big penises in the past month. Gah. Ooooh and besides some random shiz with a hotel I was trying to wrangle all these cats and dogs and could NOT keep them apart and ended up being so frustrated trying to frickin' wrangle cats. Gawd. Talk about a restful dream. It was like "BAM! No money! Bam! Scary penis! Bam! Crazy fucking cats!" Oh and I just feel fucked with life in general. I was mostly happy all week but happiness means I got nothing done and now I am all "Oh my jizz! I am screwed! I need to get my ass in gear NOW!" Ojala que sobrevive. (I love "Ojala". The Spanish took it from the Arabic language. It translates to "I hope" but because when said it sounds like "Oh-hall-la" which is like "Oh Allah" and actually means "God will it." I love it.) I just needed to express some frustration. I'll be good. I just need sleep and time. Spring break... Me dormire todos dia. Me siento mucho mejor. Anyhoo, need to get going. Adios. Peace. ~Lo Dieciseis dias de Tu Molestia Preferida Adolscente Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top