I'm just your plus sized girl living in a society that views "skinny" and "thin" like a model as "beautiful" and plus sized girls like me aren't "beautiful". If it weren't for my mom and my grandfather, I wouldn't feel "beautiful". Most of society views plus sized people like me as "fat" and "ugly" as well as "lazy" and "stupid", which we're not. Seriously, this just pisses me off. I'm trying to get more stores to get comfortable plus sized clothing, I'm getting some luck but not a lot. Most stores just carry size "0" and a few sizes above size 0, and that's it. Seriously, that's messed up. Just like the people who laugh at plus sized people like me and think we're oblivious to it. Well, we're not.