No, I'm not "emo". I really am the type of person that has depression as well as Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD). I've had it ever since junior year, and I wanted to kill myself then. My grades struggled until Mom got me the help I needed.
I got better from my depression, thanks to certain medication, even though it was only temporarily.

Plus, I've had a good young adulthood, except for this year. I've had a really rotten year this year. I don't really have many friends, my family is all I have and staff who help take care of me. Anyway, I've had really bad anxiety this year too.

Mostly about things like my health as well as my oxypulse, my fear of being sexually abused, but occasionally I worry about other things as well. I have "Generalized Anxiety Disorder" as well as depression and "Seasonal Affective Disorder". Why do I reveal myself slowly to you all, you ask? Well, better a slow introduction that is easy to understand than a confusing one.