Got to work on being patient as one of my goals. I was told that being patient takes practice. I don't have the hang of it yet because I'm used to getting things done in an instant way. And my anxiety disorder for when I get sick, too. The panic attacks are really bad- I don't think rationally on those.

I had a REALLY bad morning, some things out of control, some things my fault. Like when I woke up unconscious at 11:00 AM when it started at 12:00 PM yesterday (I was starting to get unconscious then). I called the police because I was freaking out due to my being sick and my mom not answering right away. That's why I got to work on being patient.

Ow, my head hurts. I guess I better rest. Plus, I felt like fainting today and still do. I shouldn't have called the police unless it was okay with my staff.