I thought the boy I just liked who liked me for a long time finally liked me romantically. So I gave him a gift that I thought would be good for him. But he gave it to his friend, who is my fourth ex-boyfriend. I don't know what this means for me. But it's probably a sign he doesn't love me romantically. Another sign was when he lied to me saying he was an only child when he really had a brother.

Yet, my twelfth ex-boyfriend still has a crush on me and called me "sweetie" today. Yeah, I'm really hoping I'm not in a love square. I don't think my fourth ex-boyfriend is in love with me. I mean, he couldn't be right? I was too attached to him (my fourth ex-boyfriend) and he treated me badly (as in ignored me and did not interact with me a lot). I think if I go back to my fourth ex-boyfriend, he might treat me the same way again.

Anyway, these two ex-boyfriends of mine don't get along and bully each other. I made a poster for my fourth ex-boyfriend since we're now friends, yet the twelfth ex-boyfriend was hurt, like "What about me? Why don't I get on your poster?". Man, so much romantic drama......I don't like it.