Today I meet with my psychiatrist about a new program I'm going to attend. I'm not sure this program is going to be the right fit for me, that I won't have plenty or a lot of friends like when I attended high school, middle school as well as my other programs that I was in.

I'm not sure the program would accept the GLBT community like myself as well. I hope the program isn't like one of the previous programs I attended, which was after the school district program I was in that I wasn't in high school, I can't reveal it unfortunately because it reveals where I live (which was unsupportive and not very understanding of problems I was having due to my medication at the time).

Of course, there are other programs out there, fortanutely. Hopefully the other programs will be like the one I currently attend, with staff that is understanding and supportive when it comes to my medical needs, personality (flaws and all) and I'll make a lot of friends (it seems like a lot of people hate me because I'm not extremely mean or bitchy-which is weird).