Despite having a good time at "Max and Erma's" and seeing my aunt, who gave me a gift, I felt really sad afterwards- when I had seen the "Grumpy Cat" movie. It's not the movie I was sad over. It's obviously a depressed feeling due to my "Abilify". For some reason, I'm not exactly emotionally stable right now for a job.

Plus, unfortanutely the program I don't like runs through the summer, so I have to go there. The one where I don't fit in and I don't have friends there. I know I am like an awkward teenager, emotionally and mentally (ever heard the saying young at heart? Yeah, that describes some people. Some people are old spirits).

I wonder if my mom is really going to deliver the beanless chili like she says she's going to. Oh yeah, and I owe her chocolate since I lost a bet with her that the guy who plays Artie from "Glee"- apparently he's NOT in the movie where Eddie plays Stephen Hawking.