I had severe anxiety because I was worried about "Dorian J. Gray". After the breakup, we became close friends. He was still flirting with one of the school bullies again, the same one. I was so scared last night because he sent me a note that worried me about himself, it's personal.

I was crying a little at yoga because I miss my "Shih Tzu", Benji. And I miss my grandpa, the one who died of prostate cancer when I was seven. I'm glad I dumped "Dorian J. Gray" romantically because of his flirting with one of the school bullies when trying to convince me he loves me.

Anyway, I heard the song "Colorful" for the very first time today. I like it. Very psychedelic. I also find one of the staff's voices in the program I like interesting. And I prefer the yoga unit over "Relaxation Station" which is the same crappy video about picturing elevators and stuff like that, not letting you use your own imagination to relax.