i see - Things finally falling into place for me. Maybe.

i find - My true love there for me when I get home at night.

i want - To make a ton of money.

i have - A fiance and two cats.

i wish - For a legal job that I love and that gives me a really good salary.

i hate - How I look and how much I weigh.

i miss - My Mom.

i fear - Spiders.

i feel - Kinda tired. I didn't get much sleep last night.

i hear - The other people in the school's computer lab typing away.

i smell - Like the perfume "Angel".

i crave - To go back to sleep for another few hours and be wrapped up in Rob's arms.

i search - For knowledge.

i wonder - Where I will be ten years down the road.

i regret - Not becoming a veteranarian.

i love - To snuggle in bed with Rob.

i ache - In my head. I get migranes 4-5 times a week.

i long - To find a balance between having a family and working.

i care - About those I love.

i always - Push people away.

i am not - Worthless.

i believe - In karma. What goes around comes around.

i cringe - When I have to be at school for more than 12 hours at a time.

i dance - At clubs with my fiance.

i sing - Off key.

i cry - When I feel the need to.

i succeed - When I work very hard.

i fail - Sometimes even when I try my best.

i fight - For what I believe in.

i write - In this journal thing, in my own private real journal, poetry, and for class.

i give - Everything to those I love.

i won - The heart of the man I love.

i lose - The lottery. Always.

i never - Would cheat on a man.

i confuse - Law. A lot about law confuses the hell out of me.

i listen - If something is interesting.

i can usually be found - In the law library at Pepperdine.

i am scared - Of failure.

i hope - That when I'm old and on my death bed I can look back at my life and be content.

i expect - To get some sort of a job once I have a law degree.

i need - A job. For this summer and after I graduate. But for some reason no one has ever wanted to hire me for a paying salary.