I have the sickies and I don't like it. My nose is congested, my chest hurts, my throat hurts and I have a headache. I'm just such a ray of sunshine today aren't I? To top it all off, I'm at work. What I really want is to be at home, on the couch, with my AMAZING body pillow. I'll have to wait until I get off at 11 o'clock to do that, but that is my goal as soon as I get home.

Muffin is getting much stronger, and bigger too. He can kick alot harder than he was and even though I'm glad he's getting bigger, my bladder is not. I get closer and closer to actually peeing myself on a daily basis. Between Muffin getting bigger and his kicks stronger, my bladder being able to hold less and less, and the 12 steps I need to climb at home to get to the potty, I'm just basically waiting for the day I pee my pants. I figure it should be just about any day now.

I'm trying to relax, and I'm doing a better job at it. It's funny, but I had to learn how to do it. I've been told I may be a little high strung, so I never really learned how to just relax. Now that I'm getting into it, it's not so bad. I'm hoping it's helping my blood pressure, except I have a feeling it isn't as low as the doctors would like it to be even after the medication. I have my next doctors appointment on Friday and I'm pretty sure they will up my dose. They started me out on the lowest dose possible of the medication I'm taking, and I know that it is very rare that blood pressure medication does not need to be tweaked once prescribed. I just want to be okay, and I want Muffin to be okay. I will be so happy when he's born and I don't have to be pregnant anymore.

I miss mommie and I want her to come visit. I miss my brother and sister too. I'm getting sick of work and I don't want to do it anymore. I just want to sit home on the couch all day with the FABULOUS body pillow. The time will come, I guess, and when it does I probably won't be able to stand being home all the time :)