Nothing new going on. I don't even know why I opened an entry, I'm not sure I can find something to say.

I remember when I was in high school I took a creative writing class and we spent the first 10 minutes of every class doing stream of conciousness writing. That was the fun stuff, for me at least. I never had anything on my mind when I sat down with that piece of paper in front of me, all blank and white.

Kinda looked intimidating.

But when the class got settled and I touched my pen to the paper, words started coming out. I don't know where they came from, but I remember it was cool as hell to go back and read what I wrote.

That was the other thing about it, I never knew what I had written until I read it afterwords. I would usually catch a couple of phrases as I was writing it, but that was it. It was always very interesting to me to go back and read something that came out of my head before I knew it was in there.

Made me wonder what else was lurking around.

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I got some baby clothes today! One of the girls I work with at the hotel had her son Cameron in March. So, C's Mommy brought over some of his old baby clothes. She said MD and I could go through them and pick out what we wanted. I know I'm at work, but I'm so excited about this that I'm about to go in the back and bring the tub up here and go through it right now.

Then part of me says to wait for MD.

Then the other part comes back and says SQUEEEEEE! BABY STUFF, GO LOOK NOW, GO LOOK NOW.

I think maybe I'll take a little peak now, but save the whole going through until I get home. :)

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I have heartburn everyday no matter what I eat. I read that the extra estrogen in my body makes all my muscles smooth, and that's why pregnant women get heartburn alot. That and they have less room in their tummy for the food they put in it.

I have been eating smaller meals, not only for the heartburn but for the blood sugar diet thing too. It's not helping the heartburn alot, but it helps a little.

I've also started drinking milk everyday. Normally, I can't stand milk, but now that I'm drinking it on a regular basis, it's not that bad.

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I haven't talked to my Mommie in quite a few days actually. I know she hasn't been feeling great and I hope she feels better.

Don't tell her I said this, but...
I worry about her,
Out there,
In the great big world,
All by herself...
:)

Not really.

I do worry about her on a health standpoint, but I know she is more than capapble of taking care of herself. I wish so bad sometimes that I was closer to her.

The reasons I want to be closer to her are all selfish ones, but I'm sure her reasons for wanting me closer are selfish too. So, we're even :)

I'm just glad she'll be here when Muffin is born, which is not too far from now.

So, good vibes to Mommie in hopes that her headache has not yet split her skull in two (or three), and many thanks to C's Mommy for the baby clothes.

I think I'll go now and at least pretend to earn my pay :)