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Jody My Journal 2009-03-26 8:55 PM Life i guess Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Worried Read/Post Comments (0) |
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So its been about 4 years since i've come on this but i got things on my mind and hopefully i can look back one day and remind myself how things were, so at last entry looks like i was going out with lauren i messed that one up i did cheat on her with holly the chick at the party i know i'm an arsehole. i was with holly since that up untill 6 months ago she left me we had a daughter together she is the most beautiful little girl ever! sadly lauren passed away i did love her but i guess i was just to selfish i dont regret leaving her as i think every thing happens for a reason i now live in Western australia been up here for a year now i work in the mines i drive a big truck i miss Adelaide beacuse thats where my little girl is and friends and everything thing else but i worked in a bakery and my life wasnt heading any where, i do want to be able to have a home one day but i cant save my money i have had a real eye opener lately on one of my trips back to adel i went and saw holly the week i was back was great it was just like we were a family again anyway things got a bit too close and yea we wernt careful enough so she is not pregnant and we are having fights about it now beacuse i dont belive in abortions and it really look like its heading that way but she doesnt want to give up her friends and job i dont blame her but i dont think it is worth a life and i see it as my unborn child already she is only about 7 weeks so far so anything can still happen, i still have feelings for her but they are going away she broke my heart once and it really hurt maybe i deserved it i dont know. i gotta try register my car tomorow fingers crossed they let me it has rego till july but in QLD plates and the papper work is filled in QLD plates aswell so i'll see tomorrow. |
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