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Trip back to adelaide 8th-13th ANGRY @ myself

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so i had a few fights booked back to adelaide before all this abortion crap so this time i went back to adelaide i was hoping so sleep with chrissy and go out clubing all weekend so thursday i got home it was 11ish at night chrissy wanted me to still come around as my plane was late i asked her if it was still okay and she sed yes so went around there and both the kids were still awake and janna was there so after a few drinks the kids went to bed. a little while after matt, janna's fiance came around and next thing i know we are all watching a porno wierd? but wateva so i kept saying to chrissy time for bed and finaly after about 15mins we go there. it was good she came in while i was half asleep but she woke me. one thing led to another at first i didnt have to wear any protection which was nice then just as i was getting close she stopped me and sed u know what u have to do. BUGGA! maybe its for the best tho cuz since then she thinks she might be pregnant with shauns baby. so anyway early about 7am i left to go home and get sleep and shower then i went and spent the day with skye ignoring holly at all costs.
Friday david, scott and i went out clubing we met up with chantelle and rebbeca then a bit later there 2 friends came in kat and someother chick(looked like a bitch not ugly just moody)then we had a few drinks to gether and from then on out it night was a blur all i rember is what i got told the next day. sat come i went to netball were holly was playing to go see skye she was sleeping when i got there so i talked to matt, hollys bro we get along pritty good when she woke up we went to watch the netball for a little bit i saw a chick practising netball by her self so i thought i'd go say hi. didnt get anywhere she had to leave.
turns out holly noticed. so sat night scott david pauly and i went down the bay it was boring at first then we all seamed to be talking to a chick, pauly went home to go get some. i was going great with this one chick kelly we were talking away i thought it was getting somewhere she was canaindia. near the end of the night two girls came up to me and send goodbye and i didnt even know them so i was a bit confussed i handed my phone to her with scotts number on it but she exited it and put her number in while i was trying to get with kelly needless to say kelly never rang but i got VE's number think i might call her next week i'm down she lives at the bay so should be good. after the dublin closed i followed the two girls to another club turns out that was closing to and i had to bump right into holly she tried to ignor me but i just wanted to be nice. so from there i rang her and asked if we could talk she sed yes met up with me and i was like can we talk at urs its to busy here so i caught a taxi to hers and waited there she came not much later with a guy i think she is seeing but not i dont know he didnt look happy to see me there turns out he wanted to talk to her aswell.
so holly and i went down to the park at the end of her street and we talked about our feeling about the whole abrotion thing, she cried alot and i think maybe she regrets it at times i told her i hate her for what she did and gave her my jumped she was cold. i was very emotional 4am sitting at a park i walked her to her house and she sed i could stay which is very wierd i though ok sex but thats not like her either so i went in and we hugged for a bit then she got tired and went to sleep me being a male i had to try get some nuh no luck. Morning came and i left after giving her a kiss and saying happy mothers day. i needed smokes i was all out so i walked to coles that was shut so i went to the local gaming place and got some there and a couple beers i met ashlee she worked there she was beautiful i spoke to her for a while gave her my number and left went home got sleep holly came around with skye and we went to the movies the watch monsters vs aliens it was 3d and i thought it was good skye didnt really watch it with the glasses on. i went home had a shower then went out with rosline (a friend my perants know from church)david came again and she had her sister and friend there watched the wolverine movie it was good to after david and i went to the bay and had a few drinks it was a bit dead so we left.
monday i spent the whole day with skye even tried to get her in bed b4 holly got home but she didnt want to so waited for holly she went to bed not long after holly and i talked for a bit after we went for a walk so we were on here get talking and i was talking about sex and she sed it wasnt going to happen again! tuesday i went and got skye early agian we went to wiggly worms with chrissy and her 2 kids and her friends one of them had a beautiful face but she was taken. after wiggly worms we went back to chrissys for a while we all just talked about stupid stuff nothing important. then i dropped skye off at home and went out with chrissy to the bay to have a couple drink after that holly skye and i went to eat tea at faster pasta is was ok but half way thought my meal these girls next to us were talking about pregnancy and abortion and i had to get outta there quick i went back inside finished my tea. we walked back to hollys put skye to bed and i gave holly a massarge that went for about 45mins and then it happened i got some!!! i had to wear a condom tho =( i hate them it takes away all the feeling.now i'm in perth waiting for my plane only got another hour yay been waiting a fair while so far.
so i hate myself for giving in to holly and talking to her but i dont know why i did i guess i have to try wait again and not talk to her.

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