I'm... I guess "surprised" is as good a word as any -- to find how much I still am learning. I think that I've figured out the fundamental basis of a neurosis or an assumption or a way of doing something that's holding me back, but then, months or years later, the ongoing, constant re-evalution of everything in my head will come up with something else, seen from a different angle, that makes me go, "Oh! Oh, that's what was going on." And, even more strikingly, this new perspective also shows me a now obvious, better way of doing things.

My latest epiphany can be summed up thus:

It really isn't about me, is it?

Makes my life so much easier when I realize that I don't need to prove myself to anyone because, honestly, no one really cares.

What a relief.
:)