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Hehe...and all I wanted was the license to practice law!?!?
Hey, Rob: Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die. :)

Well, today is the day Justin left. Off to the East Coast to expand his life and his horizons. All my best in thoughts, love, and wishes to him. Still, my heart broke a little when the time came and I realized his plane would be taking off at any moment. He has been so steady, helpful, and patient these last few months. I cannot believe he and I became as close as we are, but I suppose it was necessity which promulgated it - it was choice which has kept it going. There is a bit of fear in me; fear that the end is near. I just don't know and I don't like uncertainty - it causes the fear in me. I have said this about Rob, but I will say it about Justin - no matter where life takes us, even if it is apart, my life is better for having him been a part of it. Justin, you can call me anytime and for anything.

I do know I am not really alone. I have got some truly incredible people in my life, including Rob. It is very difficult, however, to realize a period of my life which was the most amazing period, is coming to a close. Perhaps it is for the best, but I still have this need to cling to it. All the baseball games we went to; all the binge drinking through our "academic excellence"; all the family loss we helped each other through; the rougher times of loss of friends we walked through arm in arm; significant others come and gone; the awful and sometimes awesome jobs we talked sanity into; and, most important, the laughter we all shared. I cannot believe it has been ten years. Amazing. Time seemed to fly through some parts and drag, ever so slowly, through others. I wouldn't trade it for all the stars in the sky.

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2004-07-05 8:48 PM Broken hearted Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: alone. very alone. Read/Post Comments (0)	Hehe...and all I wanted was the license to practice law!?!? Hey, Rob: Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die. :) Well, today is the day Justin left. Off to the East Coast to expand his life and his horizons. All my best in thoughts, love, and wishes to him. Still, my heart broke a little when the time came and I realized his plane would be taking off at any moment. He has been so steady, helpful, and patient these last few months. I cannot believe he and I became as close as we are, but I suppose it was necessity which promulgated it - it was choice which has kept it going. There is a bit of fear in me; fear that the end is near. I just don't know and I don't like uncertainty - it causes the fear in me. I have said this about Rob, but I will say it about Justin - no matter where life takes us, even if it is apart, my life is better for having him been a part of it. Justin, you can call me anytime and for anything. I do know I am not really alone. I have got some truly incredible people in my life, including Rob. It is very difficult, however, to realize a period of my life which was the most amazing period, is coming to a close. Perhaps it is for the best, but I still have this need to cling to it. All the baseball games we went to; all the binge drinking through our "academic excellence"; all the family loss we helped each other through; the rougher times of loss of friends we walked through arm in arm; significant others come and gone; the awful and sometimes awesome jobs we talked sanity into; and, most important, the laughter we all shared. I cannot believe it has been ten years. Amazing. Time seemed to fly through some parts and drag, ever so slowly, through others. I wouldn't trade it for all the stars in the sky. Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top
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