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starting to feel the nerves
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anxious and a little scared

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Hehe...and all I wanted was the license to practice law!?!?
Hey, Rob: Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die. :)

Well, I have got everything lined up that I can. I now know the surgery is going to be next Tuesday. Of course, that is, if Kaiser doesn't fubar something and have to change it. Hematologist is this Thursday. *sigh* She sounds like a real dipsh** on the phone. Apparently she doesn't quite understand what my blood disorder is. Since she is a specialist, you would think she would have more education or knowledge on the matter (or at least pretend she does when she is speaking to me). I am requesting a new hematologist; I don't want one I don't have faith or trust in to be the one present for my surgery. No, thank you; there is enough to be worried about - I don't need to be worried about the abilities of my hematologist. For all I know, she would give me a non-donor's blood... who knows, but I don't want to find out - especially not the hard way.

As for my nerves... they are a bit fragile right now. I'm not too big to admit when I am scared. I am. (Especially after speaking to the hematologist.) Sucks. The whole thing.

I did get to have breakfast with Justin today. I love IHOP. Harvest Grain pancakes with fresh bananas on them...ooooooh, so yummy. He ate like half the menu - not surprising - it all looked good, but is was SO MUCH food!!! He wolfed it down like it was a single pancake. Wow. I think the waitress was in shock when nothing was left on any of his plates. Service is either really good or really bad at the one I go to, but it was very good today. Juice never went low. She refilled my hot chocolate constantly (even though she wasn't supposed to), and had the food out to us almost instantly - it was actually too hot when it first came to us. Impressive.

Nothing else going on. Still doped up. Bored. Nothing on daytime tv. Blech.


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