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Mood:
there are no words to describe

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I never imagined this would become an outlet, but I realize that the writing about what is on my mind really helps. More than I thought I would be comfortable, actually. Quite nice.

I had errands and a lunch date today, but all became cancelled when I just could not muster the energy to move. The drugs, the deluge of appointments yesterday which lasted from 8am to 3:30pm, solid, and the few things I HAD to accomplish in the vein of errands last night killed me physically. So, still in jammies and trying to come to terms that I need to focus on being a good patient and wife for this to not tailspin in the end. I am trying to adhere to R's words, "Do what you can do when you can do it and do not punish yourself for the things you cannot get to." Easier said than done, but I am trying.

Oh, and to boot, there is a large fuzzy spider living in the shower. Um, yeah. It is now trapped under a water glass waiting for R to wake up to get ready for work. He is the Spider-Killer of Burbank. No seriously, he is - I had the name badge made up and everything. Gah, just thinking about the da** thing gives me the heeby-jeebies and nausea.

Thus, stuck in the home for the day, I am planning to accomplish the following, some of which will get done, and some will have to be moved to tomorrow's list or even the next day's: laundry (would love to get through three loads, but will settle for two), dishes need to be put away from dishwasher, change bed. It sounds piddly, but let me tell you, over the past week, a single load of laundry can lay my butt out for an afternoon. Sucks.

Heh, even sitting at the computer sucks energy at a level I never realized. So, off I go from here - need to conserve what I am able...

Arrivederci!

PS: Reenie, that email WILL come, just possibly later than sooner. Apologies, sincerely.

Ghost Orchid - are they not simply lovely?


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