Friday night I met up with Todd as planned to have a few drinks and catch up a bit. We checked out a new neighborhood bar and we had a really great time. The night, in my opinion, did not end well. Let’s just say it left me feeling very awkward and uncomfortable. Actually, it left me feeling more betrayed than anything, and a bit angry. But that’s a story for another day. Hung out with Big Jeff for a bit later that night, which was actually sort of cool.

Saturday I slept in and went to lunch with Jessica, then headed to the music store and left with the Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs, Hoobastank, Sugarcult, and Story of the Year. New music always makes my Monday morning editing less painful. Went home to relax a bit, and then ended up making plans with Little Jeff to do the dinner and movie thing. It ended up being more of a coffee and Punisher thing, which was cool, then we went back to his place to watch really bad horror movies. This is another situation that I’ll end up having to nip in the bud pretty soon. It sort of sucks, because he’s a real sweetie and I have a great time when I’m with him, but I know he wants more from me than I’m willing to give, and I feel that I’m probably leading him on or something by hanging out with him so often.

It didn’t help matters, after a very lazy and rainy Sunday, filled with DVD-watching and half-hearted house cleaning, that I went out with him again last night. This time we went to dinner and there were many allusions made to the fact that we needed to “talk.” I simply played the role of the Artful Dodger and managed to extricate myself from having any conversation of substance. I suppose I’ll have to deal with it soon, though. I can’t keep doing this.

I was hoping for a light schedule again this week, but it was not to be. We’re in tournament tonight at darts, and sadly enough I’m hoping that we lose so that I have next Monday night off. Tues., Thurs., and Sat. nights I work, which I guess isn’t so bad. I suppose I can still go out Fri. night, and I’ll have Sun. free, so I suppose I can deal with it. I want a new couch anyhow, so hopefully I’ll be able to buy one early next week.

Well, off to Starbucks for me. My procrastinatory™ nature continues…