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SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ME THAT MADE ME THINK ON THIS SUBJECT. I hope no one is afended, buy what I say. SO HERE IS MY BACKGROUND ON MY RELIGIOUS BACK GROUND, IT A LITTLE DIFFERENT ON WHAT I THINK NOW. the more I think about the more I come to realise that I am not very religious at all but triyng to find out on all sides and accounts, the reall me I wanna learn from everyones points of view. Alll ways sayig that your religion is righ and others are wrong. THE MORE I COME TO LEARN ABOUT OTHER RELIGIONS ( THROUGH THE INTERNET AND THROUGH BOOKS OR PEOPLE OF THE RELIGION) the more I think it all headed in all sort of drections yes but but tring to get to a certan goal that is in human mankind as been wanting for a long time; that peace and secureity. This word is so crupt and it's leaders ( political and reiligous) had done nothing only to twist it around to there own advantage. Some have. I ued to me a member of a Christain group called "Jehovah's witnesses". for a short tme. I did everything execpt " go out in service and preach". There are times that I attempted to do so. That part was little hard for me to do. If I did that I would be in some ways a hypercrite. My additude wasn't the same toward my parents as it is towards my intructors. My family was in it to and quit before I did a long time ago. They felt they weren't finding right either. So I sayed ho[ping it would change there mind and come back. I prayed with my intructors, I had regulaar bible studies, I went to meetings and did my best so assciate with the member of my congregation. But in some way I felt isolated. I kept thinking I wasn't going to paradise with out my family. I used to cry about this alot. It gradually, came to an end. I felt my parents relieve in some way becuase they weren't waking us up early the morning. I some what missed that. I long for their happy faces. There are times when I wnat to go back so badly. But what would they think. My parents and my friends from the congregation? I still read the scriptures and the books from time to time, I still have copies of the magizines( my mother throw some of them away) and I still have the books. So call me religious? No. Call me a spiritual being. Do I still pray to ;"The Life Giver? Sometimes. I do believe there is a purpose to mankind. I still believe in a Christ. That's all of what I have to say about the religious part.

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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Share on Facebook		2005-12-06 1:32 PM »My Spiritual Being« SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ME THAT MADE ME THINK ON THIS SUBJECT. I hope no one is afended, buy what I say. SO HERE IS MY BACKGROUND ON MY RELIGIOUS BACK GROUND, IT A LITTLE DIFFERENT ON WHAT I THINK NOW. the more I think about the more I come to realise that I am not very religious at all but triyng to find out on all sides and accounts, the reall me I wanna learn from everyones points of view. Alll ways sayig that your religion is righ and others are wrong. THE MORE I COME TO LEARN ABOUT OTHER RELIGIONS ( THROUGH THE INTERNET AND THROUGH BOOKS OR PEOPLE OF THE RELIGION) the more I think it all headed in all sort of drections yes but but tring to get to a certan goal that is in human mankind as been wanting for a long time; that peace and secureity. This word is so crupt and it's leaders ( political and reiligous) had done nothing only to twist it around to there own advantage. Some have. I ued to me a member of a Christain group called "Jehovah's witnesses". for a short tme. I did everything execpt " go out in service and preach". There are times that I attempted to do so. That part was little hard for me to do. If I did that I would be in some ways a hypercrite. My additude wasn't the same toward my parents as it is towards my intructors. My family was in it to and quit before I did a long time ago. They felt they weren't finding right either. So I sayed ho[ping it would change there mind and come back. I prayed with my intructors, I had regulaar bible studies, I went to meetings and did my best so assciate with the member of my congregation. But in some way I felt isolated. I kept thinking I wasn't going to paradise with out my family. I used to cry about this alot. It gradually, came to an end. I felt my parents relieve in some way becuase they weren't waking us up early the morning. I some what missed that. I long for their happy faces. There are times when I wnat to go back so badly. But what would they think. My parents and my friends from the congregation? I still read the scriptures and the books from time to time, I still have copies of the magizines( my mother throw some of them away) and I still have the books. So call me religious? No. Call me a spiritual being. Do I still pray to ;"The Life Giver? Sometimes. I do believe there is a purpose to mankind. I still believe in a Christ. That's all of what I have to say about the religious part. Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top