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Sometimes the evil twin in me comes out when I least expect it.  I think on most days I try to be aware of my actions and the words that escape my mouth, but on some days things just...happen.  It's not even an eruption as much as a strange out-of-body experience when I only catch my evil twin sneaking up on me and making me do something I wouldn't otherwise..................

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I felt pretty bad for what I did, and wondered how I would redeem myself.  At the same time my evil twin was whispering in my ear, asking me if an apology was really necessary..........

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and I barely noticed the words that came out of my mouth..............

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Have you ever found yourself in such a predicament?  This doesn't happen often, but it happens once in a blue, and it catches me as much by surprise as it does everyone else.  It's like there is a different part of my brain taking over and I am doing something even before I realize............

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This post was obviously not been writen peronaly by me. But I had some experiance with my own "foot in mouth" drama in my life time.

Thankfully I had much retraint at work, well sort of.... LOL. I usually show with my expressions and actions that I am not pleased. the  unwelcome comments that my "job must really suck" because I am touching someone recycled garbage. Or they complain and threaten to tell the manager about the lack of progress it take to bring back the stinkin' can bins back and forth to the back and the front in 100 degre weather while I and the other are sweating bullets. Yes my job does suck sometimes ( at least I have one) and Yes, I do want to tear you an new hole in your face for bringing 40 dollars worth of cans and bottles and expect me to count them for you in, again, 100 degree weather! WHAT! You should have heard the words I was saying! If I believed, just once, I was going to hell, that would be the moment. Seriously! But like a good girl I was, and for the sake of good costumer service, I counted that guy's cans untill I had 5 carts full!!

Just the other day, there was this woman, who had to put her own two sence  in, "well I just told the manger about all this and she said that they are doing the best they can in the heat wave that we are having and I said 'well......."  I didn't hear the rest. I was so PURTURBED that once I got the bins for the can machines, I was slingin them to make noise to drown out the words I was saying "Bla-bla-bla (then some)" Then after it was all done I had no choice to plant a big FAKE smile on my face and apoligise for inconvenance and pray she didn't hear me before. LOL.

After all this, dispite all the negitivity, I incounter something positive after each expreiance and learn something about myself and the people I work with.

*all the upercase letter are replacements for cuss words I put in earlier. I dont like to cuss while writing to anyone who could see this. If I wrote something and didn't change it before, I'm sorry

Have a good day.