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so tired. so sick. so very very sick.
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my day sucked. my life sucks. and will continue to suck for quite a while. at least considering all factors i can think about.
i'm clearly not scoring for bio... and chem falls short of expectations as well. the amount of work i put in does not deserve what i got. i dunno. all i noe is, i have to do better than i am currently doing.
really long day. chem, bio, lit. urg. a very painful day in terms of the level of boredom i had to endure and the amount of bad news i had to swallow. very very painful. i dunno how to say it.
and i'm supposed to go dress shopping tmr. at least thats what i thought. i just asked dad and he said no. he says i need to cut down on going out cos i have lots of training and i need to "manage my time".
listen ok: FUCK OFF and CUT THE BLOODY CRAP
i cant bloody take it anymore. at school, i have tests, i have work, i have lessons. i have training. then i come home, i have to cook, clean for a bloody bastard who only cares about his freaking money and his bloody sissified son. i dun freaking care anymore. u can say what u bloody want. i dun care if u have nth to eat. i dun care if all ur clothes are shitty filthy. ask ur freaking son to wash for u since he is apparently so perfect. u think i'm screwed? i do my homework, i go to school, i listen to teachers, i follow the rules, i study for tests, i do well. and if there's not enough for u, then i'm fucking sorry. its only cos i got ur genes so dun blame me. shut the hell up and stop ruining my life.
sorry. i had to let off the steam. i cant say it to his face cos i have more class than that.
i just feel shit.
i just had a good cry. just cried and cried and cried somemore.. in the shower. nice to cry there. no difference between tears and water and everything just flows away from u. it makes it seem like everything can be washed away and sucked into the drainage system. everything. dirt, sweat, troubles, hw. everything.
but it doesnt help. i still feel bad. and i predict that the next few months, will be so tough that it will break me down. i hope to God that i survive.
i'm clearly not scoring for bio... and chem falls short of expectations as well. the amount of work i put in does not deserve what i got. i dunno. all i noe is, i have to do better than i am currently doing.
really long day. chem, bio, lit. urg. a very painful day in terms of the level of boredom i had to endure and the amount of bad news i had to swallow. very very painful. i dunno how to say it.
and i'm supposed to go dress shopping tmr. at least thats what i thought. i just asked dad and he said no. he says i need to cut down on going out cos i have lots of training and i need to "manage my time".
listen ok: FUCK OFF and CUT THE BLOODY CRAP
i cant bloody take it anymore. at school, i have tests, i have work, i have lessons. i have training. then i come home, i have to cook, clean for a bloody bastard who only cares about his freaking money and his bloody sissified son. i dun freaking care anymore. u can say what u bloody want. i dun care if u have nth to eat. i dun care if all ur clothes are shitty filthy. ask ur freaking son to wash for u since he is apparently so perfect. u think i'm screwed? i do my homework, i go to school, i listen to teachers, i follow the rules, i study for tests, i do well. and if there's not enough for u, then i'm fucking sorry. its only cos i got ur genes so dun blame me. shut the hell up and stop ruining my life.
sorry. i had to let off the steam. i cant say it to his face cos i have more class than that.
i just feel shit.
i just had a good cry. just cried and cried and cried somemore.. in the shower. nice to cry there. no difference between tears and water and everything just flows away from u. it makes it seem like everything can be washed away and sucked into the drainage system. everything. dirt, sweat, troubles, hw. everything.
but it doesnt help. i still feel bad. and i predict that the next few months, will be so tough that it will break me down. i hope to God that i survive.
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