yay! its christmas eve! i'm so happy. but i'm beginning to feel stress too. cos we're in charge of cooking a huge xmas dinner. and its always stressful to cook turkey. firstly, its a big bird. secondly, we only do it once a year so we're really out of practise all the time anyway. crap right.

but i'm happy that its christmas. i'm planning to enjoy tonight with junk food, movies and food food food. i always put on weight at christmas. even chinese new year doesnt make me fat. but christmas does it every year. my body just takes it as this big excuse to pig out... urg. i'm flabby and all that. well nvm. that just adds on to my start of the year blues.