yes. i'm a pessimist. i can feel bad things in my bones. and you know what.
i know this will be my shame and my pain forever.

i'm a stupid stupid girl. how the hell did i allow this to happen to me.

this is one of those occasions, i feel like i need a time turner.

its amazing how every human's clearest line of sight is hindsight isnt it.

the heavy irony that weighs my heart down.

what i chase cannot set me free.

but what i have... isn't good enough. don't ask me why. don't ask me how.

it just isnt.