that line from acs. yes i know. its a chick flick. but i could relate to something that austin aymes said. he said sometimes he feels like he's alone in a crowd of poeple. or something to that meaning.
thats how i feel in school. my class is great. they really are nice people and all. they're not just nice. they're fun. and smart. and generally crazy. but still... you know that line between classmates and friends? they haven't crossed it for me. so yea. i feel alone in class. not to mention stupid but i suppose that cant be helped so i'm not gonna whine about it.

whats new with me... lets see. i quit interact? at least i quit that homegroup. i mean, it just isnt working out for me. i go there every friday and like... nod off to sleep while the uncle is talking in a language i don't really understand. so, today was a free friday. i was free.
went to eat gelato in parkway.. in the company of jon, bryan, xiangling, dumb dan and nick... yep.

i felt out of place. very. i don't know why.

i really am socially retarded. and i suppose that can be helped but i'm not really bothering? cos i'm at a stage where i think i'd rather.. be alone. its tiring to socialise.

so anyway, i come back home. and i'm so pooped. so i take a long nap. and after that, hell comes tumbling down on my head. my parents are...... very un-understanding. if i had done this post 5 minutes earlier, it would have been a vulgarity explosion around now. but now, i'll just settle for they suck.

i cannot wait for this term to end. i am too tired to carry on.