" Is insincerity so terrible? I think not. It is merely a method by which we can multiply our personalities. "

another of lord henry's frustratingly logical explainations that's got me thinking about human nature. sometimes i think he's right. but then something inside me stops me from agreeing completely. somehow, its just wrong!... which is why i want to do ethics for my IS. but i am not sure.

these few days... honesty is not the best policy. i really have nothing else to say. i mean, my conscience is clear. so think what you will i guess.

the privilege of being anti-social: i don't have to care what you think about what i say and what i do. ( and certainly not how i do)

this week has been... slackish. nothing besides waiting for papers to return... tutors trying to somehow retrieve the deleted pieces of information for our brains, trying to start new topics. no work. can you imagine that. i've literally been sitting at home twiddling my thumbs.

i got a for math. which is a surprise really. i expected b or c. but i'm not complaining. hist cold war is super surprising too... i wasn't exactly prepared. and i most certainly never aimed for this or thought it would happen. but then again. so what.

the suspense is horrid. lit could suck. hist SEA could suck. ki... might not?

so we go to school, sit at the stone tables and wait

and wait and

wait

'But nothing happens'