read between the lines
whats fucked up and
everything's all right.

i think i have the flu. which is pretty amazing considering how i didnt fall sick at all last year even when i did my sleep for an average of 3 hours routine for 3 months before the o levels and had sniffing and coughing people around me.

i think God's trying to tell me to take a break from studying.

but... you wouldn't know me at all if you think i'd take God's advice.

my cousin once told me i was the kind of person who tortured myself.
my teacher once told me i'm a workaholic.
i started studying for o levels in... june? july? you get the picture.
i have met only one person who studies as hard as me.

so i guess, yes. i'm.... addicted to work, love to torture myself.

but...

read between the bloody lines.

on a very different note, once i told my idiotic brother that and he very seriously told me back:

i see blanks.