i feel like i'm back in sec 3.
i am sick. and tired. and very bloody pissed off. but still. my work awaits...

what the fucking hell.

nobody said it'd be this hard. and i never thought it'd be this bad.
ha. and i'm a pessimist.
so this really sucks big time.

the work is really... over the top. it really is. my classmates won't agree. because this is the work i've given myself. am i the only person panicking? i think so. should i be the only person panicking? i don't think so. but... things aren't always how they should be.

not to mention, pw is... doubly screwed. i have no idea how to pull it together and get a.

then there's circa. which. i'm pretty much screwed for.

and all the other messy little details of my life... i think its just all exploded out into the open. should really keep my big fat mouth shut from now onwards...really. i wonder how nice it would have been if i just... just learnt to let it go, laugh it off, shrug it off.

never thought i'd say this... but i miss sec 4 and o levels.