i'll tell you what hell is.
hell is here
and
hell is now.

it is lit essays, pw written report draft and of course impending promos.

i've a sleepless night ahead of me...when i was primary two, i remember wanting to stay awake for as long as possible.
how could i have been so stupid.

my eyebags... well. by promos, i'll be propping them up with toothpicks.

i'm gonna... push on i guess.

hahaha. i cant believe i chose this. i could have gotten out of it all... but no. i chose this.

it is safe to say i love pain and don't really love myself enough.

Et in Arcadia ego.