These few days have not exactly been tough. But I have been sort of moody... Because I feel like I'm wasting my life away. Like really.

OGL interview: I... think I can safely say that I shall be completely free in december. I decided this somewhere between my very sad VJ unite cheer and my teaching chairs to play games.
They said: If you were going to die, would you die a whore or a virgin?
You all know my answer. My frank answer. And thats what I told them. But when I heard the question I was like wtf. If I ever find out that Mummy put them up to this, I will so kill her. I mean, what a.. coincidence. The worst question they could have asked a girl like me. The sad thing is: that was the question I answered the best.

Hazel's birthday: talked rubbish, climbed a tree (what was I thinking), embarrassingly bad cooking, planting tulips in the dark, photos of our 'hump'... yada yada. Happy Sweet 16 though. There'll literally never be a year like it again. I hope yours will be as sweet as you deserve it to be.
I hope those 3 turn out fine for o levels. I know they have the ability.

WR handed in: dear group members. hahaha. WE DID IT! Our masterpiece of succintness- 2961 words. yay for us.

H3 is bothering me no end. I have to drop something to do one H3. And believe me, it is proving to be the hardest thing in the world to just bloody choose. Like I said, I love my subjects. The problem is, I'm not equally good/ sucky at all of them.

Rationally speaking, maths would be the first to go. But with A and all, I am reluctant to let go. Besides, I really love maths. And it helps me to get in touch with my (sometimes dearly missed) science-y side. Econs is then the rational choice.
and what's stopping me? My stupid interest. even though I am thoroughly incapable of scoring in the damn subject.
What do I really feel like dropping? Literature. What kind of arts student would I be. I don't know. I just seem to be struggling so much with it though Mr. Ho promises that when we improve it'll be leaps and bounds. And I did get B?... which brings me straight back to Econs. and round and round I go.

Promises: Can I promise not to make them again? I owe so many people ice creams. (I should really just believe in myself.) and i realised, I have to be nice to people since I got to do a H3. So. yea. Promises are pretty much a bad thing.