It is only the 7th of Jan.
And already I can barely take the heat.
Really.

Let go. Give up. Forget it.
Keep playing in my mind.

I'm trying to find something to hold onto.
It's getting harder and harder to breathe.

I really... didn't think it'll be this hard.
Well well well... another thing I didn't see coming. What's new.

If I make it through tonight...
I will believe in miracles.