Such Sweet Nothing

Troubling dreams: Of gray London days, Oxford... Or of pretty Cornell and the USA... and recently, of Christmas.
Perhaps the troubling part's just: 1) I cannot seem to connect reality to what I want gradeswise, scholarship wise and 2) My parents have no idea. (They think I'm going to NTU)
Ok. Now I'm gripped by a sudden fear and worry. After reading about SO MANY colleges in Oxford. Am I studying-overseas material after all?

Tiring days: Full of mugging and worrying and insecurity and self-cheering and frustration.

Maths is back. Hist sea is partially back. Econs is partially back.

I reserve comment for now... Need the whole picture.

Till then, I continue to spill my youth between troubling dreams and tiring days.




	Such Sweet Nothing Words, whispers and sighs Shrieks, sometimes Home Get Email Updates Admin Password Remember Me 247464 Curiosities served Share on Facebook				2008-07-09 11:20 PM no emphasis for more emphasis Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: resigned but resolute? Read/Post Comments (0) Troubling dreams: Of gray London days, Oxford... Or of pretty Cornell and the USA... and recently, of Christmas. Perhaps the troubling part's just: 1) I cannot seem to connect reality to what I want gradeswise, scholarship wise and 2) My parents have no idea. (They think I'm going to NTU) Ok. Now I'm gripped by a sudden fear and worry. After reading about SO MANY colleges in Oxford. Am I studying-overseas material after all? Tiring days: Full of mugging and worrying and insecurity and self-cheering and frustration. Maths is back. Hist sea is partially back. Econs is partially back. I reserve comment for now... Need the whole picture. Till then, I continue to spill my youth between troubling dreams and tiring days. Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top