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Late night rant #674689
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Mood:
stressed, tired

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This is rambly.

Work:
- Is very busy + stressful now: between sorting scripts(Grahhhh. Between weird names, people who forgot or made up their OGs and the lack of namelists... We kinda lost it today), running out of things to say in the 10th minute of a 120 minute lesson and reading+ teaching about the mass media in a day... I have enough on my hands.
- It is safe to say that I am now being paid to do real work.
- ...Instead of the early days when my major work was sitting at the cafe having 1.5 hour ice lemon tea breaks.

Life:
- Is getting complicated.
- I can't explain.
- Or rather I won't.

Strangely,
Results:
- Are nothing. I have absolutely not been worrying at all about them. Ref Work points. Have been sufficiently distracted with the gigantic task of Sounding Intelligent and Inspiring to J1 Kids.

Okaaaay. Nothing new.
Oh. Went clubbing, nearly passed out.
Note to self: eat dinner before uh gulping down hard drinks.

Yay me. In a few more hours, I shall be done with the last lesson for the weeeeeek. I imagine that when the bell rings, I shall feel something akin to fireworks of relief and joy bursting inside me.

...But no. In answering to your question. Teaching is not out of the question yet. Because. I feel like I really do want to help them. And I'm still learning yet. And I feel like I can be better if only I held on just a little longer and tried just a little harder.



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