You can say a thousand times that "We support your decision"/ "It was your decision to make"/ "We just want you to be happy."

But you also ask "So you really don't want to do business?" and "Why didn't you sign the scholarship then if you're still teaching tuition?"

I know, know, KNOW that you think I was being stupid/ selfish and that I am being stupid right now. Whatever.

But just leave me alone okay. I have exams in fucking a week. Don't have the time.

...No one regrets it more than I do that I am not spending my undergraduate years in the UK. I wish you could just remember that.