WHYYYYY AM I ALIVE.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

My China lecturer seems to hate my ass! When I have no been doing anything wrong! Really!

I have a consultation later. My draft wasn't even a draft. It was like crap. CRAPPP I tell you. It was bullet points plus a bunch of quotes.

THEN I HAVE THE FREAKING ELECTION. ELECTION.

... I can't pull out cause then the election will be a farce. SO. yeah

BUT I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO LOSE BECAUSE THIS GUY IS LIKE FUN. AND POPULAR. AND (GOD FORBID) EXTROVERTED.

And then there is me. Here is a collection of my "efforts to reach the electorate":

- "Wellllll. I kind of made a snap decision to run for director."
- "I really haven't put much thought into orientation" (OR THE SPEECH I AM SUPPOSED TO MAKE IN LIKE 6 HOURS)
- And then the Classic. Please remember this statement was made during my own orientation last year.

"I hate orientation."
- Lo Yi Ci, August 2010

Wow. I wouldn't vote for me. POLITICAL DYNAMITE MUCH.

As you can tell from the screaming in this post, I am slightly hysterical.