It feels a little like life is on fast-forward. Many things have happened in 24 hours.

1. Ended my internship. What did I hope to get from it? I don't know. I think I really went into it with no expectations and an open mind. I enjoyed my work but that's because it was history. I learned a little about the public service and what kind of career it would offer. I can't decide if it's for me yet. As usual, with big decisions, I am melodramatically torn and undecided. Unexpectedly, I was vaguely sad yesterday because I had made friends with the people I work with. Well, not with. More like, around. Haha.

I wasn't impressive this internship. It's more to do with my people skills and kiss ass tactics than my actual competency in the project I was assigned. (It was tough working with materials I didn't normally use and in a subject matter that was really obscure and unwritten about but I think I managed reasonably well to get around it all.) Namely, I have no such skills and cannot bring myself to employ said tactics. I kind of... feel a disdain in fact for people who do. I know it's a sad, hard truth and I will probably one day cave. But I'm not currently at that stage of resignation yet.

2. Saw Dan off to India. There will be a small, 1.55m hole in my life this semester. Haha.

3. Attended a very final and productive meeting for FOP. With regards to this, I have resolved to simply soldier on. I mean, in the end, you could blame me for lack of experience and incompetency but not for a lack of trying. Yep.

4. Took a long bus ride around the island. Gave me time to think and just stone. Which I didn't have during the internship.

Onward to August!