I had two rather disturbing dreams last night. The first dream involved me filling my hamsters aquarium with water (it is an aquarium after all!!) and forcing my sweet little babies to tread more water than a hamster should. I then put them in another room and left them there for a few days days before I realized that hamsters are not natural swimmers.

The other dream involved me having my actual live human baby, and always forgetting to feed it and never remembering where I left it. I could hear it crying in the background, but everytime I started to look for it, I got distracted by something else...like listening to music.

I fear these dreams mean that anything that is dependant on me will likely die and makes me seriously question my mothering skills.

It was only a dream.
It was only a dream.