Eric Mayer
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Probably the only vaguely interesting thing about me is that with my wife, Mary Reed, I co-author the John the Eunuch mystery series set in sixth century Constantinople. But that doesn't stop me from dwelling here on the boring minutiae of the rest of my life, present and past, along with the occasional word about writing.
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There is no pleasure to me without communication: there is not so much as a sprightly thought comes into my mind that it does not grieve me to have produced alone, and that I have no one to tell it to.
--Michel de Montaigne

Ambivalence

I appreciate all the kind comments that have been directed my way during the past few weeks but I'm moved to make a confession (something I mostly leave between the lines in my writing)

Like all writers (I guess) I want readers to like what I do. I always hope for rave reviews of books, glowing praise for articles, warm comments on blog entries. But as much as I might want praise for my work, I dread it too.

Doesn't approbation imply expectation on the part of the audience? What if the next book isn't as good, the new article makes no sense. After all, I'm really not that good!

Whenever we embark on a new book I am convinced that I'm a fraud. That the last book was a fluke. That everyone who read and liked it was probably drunk at the time.

But of course the slightest criticism penetrates straight to the heart.

None of which makes any sense. And this entry is kind of short to boot.



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