She's been mean to me for a long time. She's been sick, and I have been giving her certain considerations because of this. Everyone has. "I am the way I am because you made me this way," she has been known to say, and she trotted that one out again this morning. When I was riding along in MY car with her. I was lending it to her. Again.
So after work today she starts informing me of when I would need to be at her sister's house to pick her up so that she could have the car again, and she couldn't/wouldn't tell me what she wanted it for. And there was talk of money. Rudeness. Motherly inquiries. Blame. Accusation. I decided not to play the game any more and then I became a "fucking bitch and a horrible mother."
That is how my daughter lost her mother. She's not "into" apologies, so she won't be getting "into" my car any more either.
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