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2010-04-06 9:12 PM Blah-g #152 Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) |
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It’s about 7 days until my birthday. Which I am excited as all fucking hell about. I FINALLY get to see Master after 6 months of being apart. But I only see Him for two or three days then He goes back to PA. Then I wait until the end of May before He comes back and gets me and takes me home. I feel kinda bad for leaving but I need to live my life the way I need to. Not according to my mom or the boys (the boys is what we call my brothers because they’re still children) which I know I’m gonna miss Chibi the youngest brother. I mean the longest time I’ve ever been away from my family was about a week, but this is different. This is going to alter the rest of my life. I’m scared as fuck of course, but I know I can get through it with Master by my side. Yeah I know He can’t hold my hand the same way my mom did but He’ll be there for me none the less. Anyways I was pissed as all fucking hell today. My mom had a doctors appointment for her leg (long story) and she had no one to watch the boys while she was there. So I offered to stay home from classes. Im pretty much doing great, A, A, A, C, so I figure I could enjoy one day of hooky kinda while my brother went to present that’s the only reason he had to go to school. So I figure he can get the homework to at least write it down for me, being such the nerd I am. So it’s about noon time and my mom drops me off even though she had said she’d take me to eat and yet she didn’t. So Im angry I didn’t get food and I had been starving since I was watching the boys. It’s around 2:30pm and I sat by my math class (that doesn’t start til 3pm) all day and I see my first class teacher. He asked me why I didn’t show up. I said “Oh I wasn’t feeling very good but my mom wants me to do good in my classes even if im not feeling too good” so then he asks me if my brother was sick. I felt so angry because I know if he ditches the first class he’ll ditch the other three. So 3pm rolls around and I get into my math class and in he waltz like nothing and I asked him if he ditched all three classes before (because the first three classes we have are all the same class mates just three different teachers). I was seething with anger. And what makes this even worse is that I BUSTED MY ASS FOR HIM NOT TO DO THAT GOD DAMN FUCKING PRESENTATION?!!?!? And because my mom knows that he doesn’t do shit but go out and party and get drunk and prolly even other stuff SHE MAKES ME DO HIS HOMEWORK FOR HIM! And this was the last straw. I give up. I can’t be doing my own homework and then his ontop of that which is though the same homework. It stresses me out and puts more strain on me and Master because he told me to stop before but fearing my mom more than Master I had to comply with her wishes. So now I completely stopped and I will NEVER help him with his homework again. But I was happy that I passed the module B for my math class. Which was good because I had been stressing about it for a while now, and I know I’m doing good in my other three classes as English is my forte so my grades in those classes are at least Bs if not higher. Anyways. I got two presents already. From my mom’s bf I got a 1TB (Terrabyte) and a digital camera from my mom. So I can take memories of when I see Master I might post a before and after pic of me getting my snake bites of course it’ll be side by side. :D And a few other nice pics. That’s it for now. |
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