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2010-07-10 4:39 AM Blah-g #179 No Real Title Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Grumpy Read/Post Comments (0) |
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Well it's been a while since I last updated you sad fucks about anything. Nothing really worth while has happened. Went to go see that piece of shit of a movie called The Last Airbender. I was disappointed. Mostly cuz they killed the whole idea of the show. And it was not funny at all. Anyways my mp3 player is still missing. Master got a Zune and wants to share with me but I don't. Either it's mine or it's not. So I'm forced to listen to my music on my laptop which is a pain in the ass. It's been hot as fuck all week. Its only cool right now cuz it's fucking raining but it's still hot. I haven't been inspired to do shit at all. Especially with the heat. I have a pratcially new sketch book and only two or three pages half filled. I need an inky pen to ink my drawings. I don't have a scanner. I got clay to make shit but it's the cheap shit and doesn't really mold-ish well and it leaves nasty dark coloration on my hands. I finally started to write something but now I'm unsure of what to do now cuz like I said I have no inspiration. I mean I'm not depressed but I'm kinda not happy either. It's too hot to be happy. And it pisses me off. I feel like I'm losing my friends. No one wants to talk to me much anymore. And if they do it's just cuz they're replying to what ever stupid shit I put. I feel like no one really cares. Master's going through some rough times too, his neck was hurting for a while now and ended up quitting his job. We might not have enough money to get me back to Cali before August 5th. He feels like he's going crazy cuz there's nothing for him to do work wise. He does want to go into the military but doesn't want to have me live with my family while he's away cuz he's afraid that I'll revert back to how I was before I came out here. I don't want him to go cuz I'd go insane from no contact. I'm not really clingly but if I go a few days without talking to a friend or Master I get depressed and feel like they don't wanna talk to me and that they don't care about me. I know it's irrational but that's the way I am. Like today I wasn't feeling well because I hadn't even over 15 hrs and Master told me I needed to eat and I told him I wasn't hungry and he snapped at me and I started to cry and ended up vomiting because I can't handle when people are mad at me. It's just the way I am. Anyways I know this is a lost cause cuz I know that no one really reads this crap or they do and just don't comment. But whatever. I guess that's it for right now. So yeah. NOW PLAYING: November's Doom - A Dirge of Sorrow |
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