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Well I'm sad because Master is gone back home. He's on the plane as I type. I tried to be strong and not cry and I did it but now Im alone in my room and overwhelming feeling of sadness is washing over me. Listening to Rammstein is kinda helping.

I'm still having nightmares about Vincent. I don't know what is going on or what he wants from me.

Things are getting worse. I woke up this morning feeling like someone was spooning me and bit me on the back of my neck.

When I woke up I was alone and Master had been asleep in the living room. So I'm not too sure what the fuck that had been.

My hands and arms hurt from the Jewelry class. That shit takes it toll on you. I wasn't able to get the pictures of my samples done which kinda bugged me. But mehr. I will take pictures prolly later tomorrow of my WIP of my "Ice breaker bracelet" though I won't tell what is going to be on it as I want to make it some what of a surprise.

I'll prolly have some new drawings and sketches again either tomorrow, Saturday or sometime next week.

I even went through all of my OC's that I know of and compiled a list of them all and I have a grand total of 24 OCs. 18 of them are male and the other 6 are female. Weird. Inoerite? I'll also be revamping and re introducing them as well. I'll start with my mostly used 3 or 4 of them Chi, Haruko, Fez and Midgard.

Classes are going great so far I think I'm doing good. AutoCAD is great and pretty easy as fuck once you get the hang of it. Japanese is kinda refreshing stuff for me at this point so its pretty easy. Drawing is a bit difficult because the teacher Mr. Curtis (yeh we call our teachers usually by their first names weird I know but sometimes its fun) keeps saying that outlining is a major NO-NO and that we need to loosen up and that we need to draw what we see not what we know and it's like you want to do what he says but your brain or hand or brain-hand is like FUCK YOU I'MA DO THIS SHIT HOW I KNOW! And that in of itself is challenging. But I think its good I mean I've been going to class, participating and did turn in my first HWMK assignment. The Jewelry and Metalwork class is fun but god damn do you have to work like a fucking working donkey. Its insane. But its fun. The only problem I'm having with that class is cutting out my metal for my bracelet and having it equal and completely perfect. I kinda fucked it up and I'm like fuck this shit as long as it's big enough for me to hammer, etch and get this shit on my hand it's good enough for me.

And as far as the rest of my life I guess it's ok. I've made three friends in the Jewelry class, two in my Japanese class one of which is in my Drawing class as well and technically none in my AutoCAD class.

Scheduling is a bit rough on most of my classes. I think the AutoCAD class is great cuz its only two hrs in the morning and I got most of the afternoon off but then Japanese,Drawing and Jewelry are hard because yeh they start later but you also get out even later. And by 9pm I'm passing out on the way back home after getting picked up. And its hardly enough time to do my homework which some how miraculously I do manage to get done. So I figure for Spring Ima do the same but try to get only morning afternoon classes. It's too much work and trouble to be wiped out at 9pm. And then the worse part is if I dont get to sleep right as soon as I get home which is usually about 9:20-9:30 depending on traffic I end up staying up all night til about 2 or 3 am and depending on what day I have to wake up at either 6am or 10am. And that shit is hard. (Pathetic excuse for not wanting to draw/look through for arts to post lulz) But seriously that is pretty rough especially for my sleep cycle which isn't very good to begin with. Possibly because I have mild insomnia and its hard as fuck to fall asleep in the first place unless Im exhausted as fuck.

Well I guess that's it for now. I'll prolly post again in a few days. Which seems to be my new posting cycle for blogs.

I bid thee all adieu.



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Now playing: Rammstein - Pet Sematary

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