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Blah-g #212 Nothing of Interest Happening

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Well like in the title says, nothing really interesting has been happening since the last time I posted a blog. Last time I posted I was sick with Tonsillitis, then I posted that I was getting better. I was...til last Tuesday. Tuesday it decided it wasn't completely dead and rear its ugly head again. So turns out the three weeks ago when I first got it, we didn't catch it until it was in the mid-late stages of it which if I had medical would have resulted in getting my tonsils removed, but since I don't have medical all they did was give me some antibiotics. So I took them for the prescribed ten days. I was starting to feel way better and then last Monday I woke up with a a soreness. Turns out it that the Tonsillitis wasn't killed. It was just in hiding. So on Tuesday I went to the college doctor and gave me more of the antibiotics. So hopefully this will completely kill my Tonsillitis.

As far as college is going this has to have been my worst semester since Summer '09 when I started. My first semester was ok, wasn't great. I got a late start and had to crash my first two classes. I ended up getting C's in them because apparently even though I didn't do my homework I did do pretty good on the tests and quizzes. Then the last two semesters were also ok. I hated having to take ESL classes because I was able to finish everything and it was way too easy. So I was able to get A's in all of them except one because I was sick one day and that one day happened to be the day of our presentations :/ but other than that it was pretty tame.

Then this semester. Oh god I had no idea what I got myself into. My first mistake was getting night classes. The morning autocad class was ok. I mean it was in the morning and I had most of the afternoon to fuck around mostly by sleeping lol. Then it was the night classes that really killed me. Then just the sheer amount of time and effort I had to put into the Japanese class, drawing and metalwork. Plus then again if you know me or know my situation that I'm a literal slave in my house. And now its even worse because my mom's boyfriend decided that I have to do his homework for him, my druggie of a brother has a dog and thinks he can just abuse it and leave it here when he goes out to get his drugs and get shitfaced drunk and my sister thinks she can assume that because I'm the biggest one in the family that I eat all the food because I'm always stuffing my big fat face because I'm fat. And then having to help with the two youngest brothers. So I don't get enough rest or time to do my assignments. So I'm most probably going to fail these classes this semester. Meaning I'll prolly be put on academic probation and might stop my financial aid, that's what happened to my brother last semester. Of course I got in trouble for him flunking his classes. He would ditch not even bothering to try his hardest. He just gave up to go out with his friends and party. At least I'm trying my hardest to try in my classes.

And it doesnt really help that two of the teachers hate me. Why I have no fucking clue. The third is either just a creeper or really does find me attractive (ROFLMFAO yeah right me attractive? no way. I'm fucking ugly!). And the fourth is just an old dude that says bullshit, way too much and talks about weed.

Though I did learn my lesson about scheduling for classes so next semester are all morning classes and its only three. Though with being all 3 being morning classes I have to go Monday-Friday. Which I don't think is so bad. Which I'm pretty happy about. I'll prolly need a new backpack because my medic bag might not be big enough. But its fine. I'll also need to get more erasers and a 5 subject notebook. Even though I only have 3 lol. That way I can use the other two for my OC's and ideas for my Fics.

Though regrettably I no longer have a working scanner to upload any doodles or drawings. So hopefully if I can get my ass in gear enough to not loathe my writing after writing it out I might post some. I'm thinking of writing mostly ero fics and horror fics because I seem do do ok with those genres.

As far as the rest of my life, I'm excited I'll be going to spend Christmas with Master. As he says a real Christmas with real snow and stuff. I can't wait to be with Master again. Even if it is for only 3 weeks. Though we're having some debates about me. He doesn't want me to come back here even though I told him I want to finish out my next semester. Of course I'd love to stay but one I want to finish up my semester. And it's just all blargh and urgh in my head. I dunno its just a bit too much for me right now. Especially because I'm barely getting better.

As far as my art I haven't really been drawing because I normally would draw during lectures but since I havent had any lectures its kinda hard. Though I do have a collage drawing to do and I really don't wanna. I have to fill up a 18x24 drawing pad sheet with pictures I i cut out. Then draw it out on another drawing pad sheet. And I still have to finish my candle holder for my jewelry class which I've been having unfortunate accidents since the last two classes I've been in by slicing my finger with a piece of metal and then last Thursday sawing my finger. Yes and the funny part is that its the same index finger on the same hand only one finger knuckle away from each other. Yes, I was being careful. I guess I'm just that emo that I cut myself without meaning too. :|

Anyways its cold. I hate being cold without rain. I want it to rain. Though I highly doubt it's gonna rain in the winter time. Oh well. I guess.

I also wanna say that I'm so glad to have my friends that care about me. Master you're included of course. I'm sure I wouldn't have been able to deal so well without you guys. You know who you are.

I think thats about it for now. Hopefully I'll be able to update more often over winter break, but again don't hold your breath for art or fics.

Thats about it.



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