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2011-01-09 12:17 PM Blah-g #223 Status Update on Heading Back to San Diego and BS Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0)

Ugh last night sucked. I wrote out my blog (for last night) and fucking I get everything ready to post around 11:50 and fucking the internet dies out on me. So this is gonna be another two blogs in one post. Nothing much happening, I stayed up with Master watching Doctor who til about 4am and then I got up around oh 3pm and then I went back to sleep lol and finally woke up around 6pm and have been up since. Been just surfing Gaia online, Facebook, Ernya and google for some roleplay sites. It's been hard to find people to roleplay to the rules Master has set up for me. So yeah. I've kinda bugged about that. Oh well. So I'll be back home in less than two days. My mom and a few friends are really happy that I'll be back. Though of course Master isn't he wants me to stay. Even said that he was bummed that I'm leaving and that he didn't want me to go. I don't want to go but yeah like I said I has class and promises. Master wants me back as soon as this semester is over, and I'm kinda reluctant because as much as I wanna stay out here I got things I need to do out there first. So yeah. I dunno I just I'm torn about being here and being there. And it makes my brain go boom. Anyways I've been somewhat cleaning out my netbook and some of the programs and files I don't use at all of course leaving the important ones on. Still having trouble with some of my documents that I exported from my old email because for some reason when I exported them they decieded to be retard and go into READ MODE ONLY and its kinda pissing me off because that's my OC list and some of their bios. ARGH. Dammit. Oh well. I'll prolly fuck around with it later. I hope I can get it to work cuz I really wanna start editing and shit. I even made up so new OC's for it as well, mostly because I had noticed while making a hard copy of my OC list that I had more than 80% of males making up my list. Weird I know, but oh well. So I wanna update my list with more female characters. I don't want to seem sexist. But I might forget my OC's unless I write them down because my mind always wanders and I forget shit if I: 1) don't write it down 2) don't repeat it repeatedly 3) don't remember about it So yeah. I should write it down somewhere. So here's my new female's to add to my OC list: Alana Cossette Yuuka And that's all I can remember XD :iconshottotheheadplz: I forgot the other characters lol. Anyways if I happen to remember the other females I'll post them so I don't forget. So yeah. Man I so hungry. I have really bad munchies and I really don't know why. And no I'm not pregnant because I'm on the depo shot. So it's not that, I'm prolly thinking its just another side effect of the shot because I remember having the munchies when I was on it last year. Oh well. I'll make it through cuz I'm awesome like that. Kinda bummed I hardly got to actually watch stuff I really wanted to. Oh well. I has my net book so I'll be alright I guess. Ugh. I feel really hot and sore. Not a good mix. Yeah I'm prolly sore cuz I slept for so long and prolly ended up sleeping weird too. Yeah I move a lot in my sleep and I like to sleep with my hand under my pillow when I don't have anything to hold on to when I don't sleep with anything in my arms. But usually when I do sleep with something I sleep with Charlie my Unicorn pillow pet. >. >I'm such a nerd but I don't really care. Cuz again I am that awesome. So I'll be leaving PA this time tomorrow (or at the very least heading to the airport). I'm sad that I'm leaving. I don't wanna leave but at the same time I don't wanna just skip out on school and break my promises I made. I've been studying a couple of different religions and I've come up with a mix that I was able to find more or less a spiritual path that I can follow without all the mumbo jumbo of Christianity or Catholicism. Not that I have anything against it as a religion but what I ended up mixing together just gave me a better understanding of my beliefs and such. And my same old rule goes, we don't talk about religion and we'll get along fine, though I've had some people freak out because of my way of thinking because of my “religious point of view” though I doubt my mixed path could be anything considered as a “religion”. Though for the sake of not wanting to spark a flame war I'll not get into what mix of religions I have chosen. Though I will say that wicca is a part of it, thus I'll be starting to collect wiccan items such as an alter kit (of course once I get money for myself that I can spend online) >.< I hate being poor. So yeah. Apparently I slept strange and all fucked up last night that I woke up really sore down my spine and neck.. So I'm pretty sore right now not so much in my spine now but in my neck it hurts kinda bad. I'll be ok though. Well I was kinda bummed that we weren't able to do much bondage stuff at all. Mostly because of a lack of privacy. I was able to get him to whip me with a belt and I loved it. I was close to tears but I loved it. It was a kind of test for me as when I'm home if someone fucks up in the house usually the Retard all three of us get whopped. It wasn't very hard as I would normally get whipped but it was still enough that it could bring me CLOSE to tears. Ugh there is like nothing fucking on tv right now. Last night I opted to watch fucking Aladdin over The Exorcist (the original) and Hannibal Rising. Why do you ask? Because I have the Exorcist on DVD and I downloaded Hannibal. So why would I want to watch the censored for tv versions when I have the original and non tv edited versions back in my room? And today there is nothing fucking on either, so I'm watching cartoon network watching fucking Scooby doo on Zombie Island. So yeah, but like I said in an earlier paragraph somewhere I have my netbook so I'll be ok. So last night I ended up crying, I told Master that I just started crying for no reason but I'm sure he knows. I cried for a while, and so my eyes hurt right now. But I guess I got it mostly out. I'm sure once I'm back home and in my room I'll be sobbing some more because I'm missing Master. I miss him already and I still have all of today and most of the morning with him tomorrow before my plane leaves to philly. SO I guess this is it for today. I'll prolly end up not posting tomorrow til after I get back into San Diego or til Tuesday. I guess it depends on what where my mom takes me once she picks me up from the airport. I was kinda thinking that she could take me out to eat since I prolly won't eat anytihng before I leave Williamsport, and I got four hours to kill in Philly before my flight back to SD most likely nothing to eat with no money there. So its very likely that I'll be starving when I get into San Diego. Hehehehe I'll prolly asking my mom if she can take me to burger king for the jalapeno and chedder cheese burger or to wendy's for a large chili and a baconator. LMFAO! I'm sure she'll prolly at least get me food if I tell her I'm hungry and had no money to eat. If not I'm sure she'll make either lentils, albondigas or caldo de res. Though possibly because I know my mom she'll be more likely to make me lentils or at least have some dinner ready for me when I get there. But I'm putting my money on her buying me something espeicially if she said she'll be at the airport around 10 meaning I'll prolly be waiting for an hour for her. Yeah I know I'm like “Gee thanks mom!” So yeah I'll end it here and yeah. My brain is dead. Gonna ask Master if we have anything for breakfast. If not I'll make some ramen for myself.

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