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2011-08-10 1:42 PM
Blah-g #253 Summer's End

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It's been a good summer despite not being able to do a lot of things.

It depresses me very deeply to be leaving Owner again for another 5 months. He says he's gonna try and see me for Halloween and maybe Christmas. I don't want to hold my breath and hope for it. I'm at the end of my rope for hoping for stuff.

I do trust Owner but I don't want to hope and have my hopes crushed. It hurts too much and I don't think I can handle that.

Anyways, like I said despite not going ghost hunting, going to Hershey, not getting my piercings, not going camping, I really did have a great time with Owner, having fun with Dan and Chris. Just being around people helped a lot. It was nice to hang out with friends. I'm gonna miss tuna slapping Dan and Owner.

So pretty much what I want to say is Friday night I'm gonna go offline most likely until either Thursday or Friday of next week. Just for me to get back into a more or less regular schedule.

My flight for San Diego leaves Saturday at 5:35pm and I won't be getting into SD til about 10:33pm Saturday night.

I'll be crashing as soon as I get home and then Sunday my mum's gonna take me to Scyuan Casino for prime rib. Going to talk to her either later today or tomorrow and see about asking if my sis Sam can come along.

Then on Monday I start my '11 Fall semester. I'll be really busy from when I get til about mid October. So I'm just saying that from now til then I'm going to be sporadic in my blah-gs and other stuff. Though if you want (and provided you're in the US I can give you my number we can text) to follow me on twitter be my guest. I always update to twitter because tis synced to my phone.

I'll also be doing a lot of stuff to stave off a state of depression I can feel coming on.

I plan on doing:

+Walking twice around Rohr Park
+Spending time with my sis Sam
+Chatting with online friends (ask me for which messenger's I have)
+Skyping with my bestest Moosey friend Steph
+Cleaning my entire room
+Getting rid of books, stuffed animals and clothes that don't fit
+Writing more fics
+Using my tablet more
+Practice my drawing
+Collecting cans and bottles for money
+Trying to find an under the table job
+Starting to make my own metalwork jewelry and cell phone charms to sell
+Work on my photography
+Start getting serious about my melded religion and wicca/witchcraft
+Hopefully start texting my beloved Twin again <3

Hopefully keeping myself this busy will help keep my depression down the only thing is that it'll keep me from the internet most of the day. But like I said twitter follow me or IM me or email or to a lesser extent text me if you want to stay in contact with me. Those of you who already have my number and contact info don't need to both with this.

And for those of you who follow me on (dA, FA, SA, and other art sites) please look forward to my photography, pictures of my jewelry and trinkets, and maybe some digital drawings on smooth draw or SAI, and traditional drawings.

I know this is completely off a tangent from what I was saying but Owner and I were talking last night and he said "It feels like we didn't have enough time together." I replied to him by saying "Its never gonna be enough time until we're living together." I honestly feel that the time we spend together feels like its never enough. Its like no matter how much time we spend whether its 2 months or 2 weeks its never enough time. I'm just sad that because of forces that we can't control are keeping us from really being happy together.

Anyways back to what I was saying. If anyone I know who happens to be in San Diego/Chula Vista/Spring Valley area knows someone getting rid of a printer/scanner that would be great. If not I'll look on CL. I'm pretty sure I can find one in the 15-20$ range.

I really need one because I don't want to rely on my unreliable one at home. Plus it doesn't scan which I'm gonna need for uploading my traditional drawings. So if anyone knows anything please let me know, it would be a great help to me.

Anyways I think this will be my last blah-g til I'm settled back down and organized.

Talk to you all soon.

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Season's End-Kamelot

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