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2013-03-24 7:35 PM
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I got up at like 7:30 am. Watched stuff on Netflix, really didn't do much. Took a nap. Woke up with the taste of blood in my mouth.

I only told three people about it. One made a joke saying I'm canballizing in my sleep. The second doesn't know what that could be, and the third thinks it may be Loki feeding me his blood while I sleep.

I'm actually inclined to think that it very well may be Loki. I may pray to Him and see what the answer is. That's if I don't feel lazy and any more exhausted.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I'm most likely going to be out an about from noon til after 3:30pm. I depending on how I feel after my appointment I may go to the park for some pictures of my tea set stuff and Legos. I'm not too sure yet. We'll see how I feel when I wake up tomorrow.

I'm kinda nervous about going to the doctors again by myself. Last time I went by myself was because Alice was sick and couldn't go with me. This time, it's my choice to go by myself. I also have to tell the doctor about how its super hard during the moments before I actually fall asleep, my compulsive picking at my lip skin, and if I could cook/bake with alcohol. Yes I know I mentioned the last one before, but I want to make sure I don't forget. Hm. I wonder if I should tell him about that I don't dream, that I sleep and there's blackness and waking up with the taste of blood in my mouth.

I've been seeing my doctor since December, and I still haven't asked him about that. I know I still haven't worked up the courage to ask him. It's a bit strange to me that I'm getting along so well with my doctor because my doctor is a dude. But I feel like he really wants to help me and he doesn't judge me. Which is a really big thing for me.

I also gotta make sure I got all my library books in one spot because I gotta return them on the 29th. I haven't even looked through most of them. I barely copied down any recipes either. But it's all good because I HAVE A LIBRARY CARD! I hope once the weather starts to warm up, I'll be able to go more often to the library and just chill. Take my laptop so I can blog or write down recipes and just mostly get out of the house.

If I can do that hopefully I can make more friends I can hang out with. The friends that I had because of Assbutt, are no longer my friends. They never text me, they don't ask me how I'm doing, they don't even invite me to their little get togethers. At least with Becca, she invites me. Which is more than I can say for them. My other friends live out of state. So aside from John, Alice, Colin, Becca and Deja I have no friends out here.

I'm not really sure what else to talk about. I took a few pictures of my stuff today, and I posted them to my third Tumblr blog and to Instagram. I'm having trouble with facebook. It won't let me load the message page, it's not loading the chat side bar, and I can only receive messages. I'm also having trouble posting pictures too. I don't know why. The posting pictures just may be because Sprint service sucks out here.

I'm also gonna post another recipe to my recipe blogs too. Wow. I have a lot of blogs. But it helps. So I guess that's alright. Plus they're all free, so its not like I'm spending money to ignore some of them.

I'm also going to start seeing about actually practicing my craft now. Alice's golden rule is: "As long as it doesn't hurt anyone else and you're not hurting yourself, it's fine with me." Kind of reminds me of this discussion we had a few days ago. She said as long as I don't bring in vampires, demons, ghosts, werewolves and other bad entities she was ok with me doing my Wicca/Witchcraft thing. I had to choke down a laugh because I am a vampire. But I'm not gonna tell her that. There are some things that people don't have to know.

Anyways. I guess that's about it for today.

~May Loki be with you, my devious deviants.

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