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Wow. I've completely neglected blogging again.

Anyways. I'm now 24 years old.

Not that anyone cares or reads this shit.

I got some pretty cool stuff for my hatchday. I got a couple rings, some beading stone chips, a Marvel!Loki shirt, and a bunch of stuff from my mum. I got a tool box of baking stuff, some cake pans, some candy molds, some tea, some more clothes and a movie.

My Lego Mini figure collection is growing. I have 36 mini figures at the moment. Hopefully mum can send me some more mini figs and a few random bricks to build stuff for my Legos.

I've re done two of my blogs on Tumblr so that no one will be able to find a way to my main blog with porn, depressing stuff and Tom Hiddleston.

So I have http://legoloki13.tumblr.com/ for The Adventures of Lego Loki

and for my tea blog, http://tunahstea.tumblr.com/

Both are photo blogs where I take pictures, water mark them and post them.

I recently started watermarking most of my pictures because I'm paranoid that someone will steal them. Though it's highly doubtful.

Aside from that I've been completely glued to Netflix. I finished a few series' since the last blog. I've also watched a ton more movies. Right now I'm into watching Spanish language horror movies. They seem a lot better than any American horror movies I've seen in a long time.

I'm at least getting out of the house once a week. On Tuesdays because it's TUNAH TUESDAY! I go over to Becca's house and we watch movies and do fun stuff, or we go walk to the library and chill out for a bit.

This Tuesday I cooked Mexican food. All by myself. I was so surprised that I was able to make Mexican rice just like my mom. Almost. But it still came out just as good. I also fried corn tortillas in oil to help them hold their taco shape. I cooked the beef too. That was the best part.

For dessert we had melted some white chocolate chips and filled two candy molds with the chocolate. That was pretty fun too.

I wonder what we're going to do for next Tuesday. I can't wait to see what's planned.

I've also been to the doctor's too. I have another appointment with him in a few weeks, and after that I'll only be seeing him every two months instead of every one month.

The Zoloft really seems to be helping me. I mean I do have days where I hate everything and I still want to be dead but its no where near as bad as it used to be where that's all I'd think about and stuff. Now it's more like ok I'm depressed and sad but it's ok, lets watch something funny and make paper stars, and I'm ok. So whatever I've been doing is really good because even the doctor said I'm doing a lot better.

I'm still having trouble sleeping though. Its like I can't shut off my brain. I dunno. I've always had trouble getting to sleep and staying asleep. So it really doesn't bother me. I also try to stay on a normal-ish schedule where I'm up by at least 10am or noon time.

I think that's pretty much it for now. I've been pretty lax in my worship. My altar is a mess. My room is a mess. It's too hot already.

Trying my hardest not to dwell on saying things I shouldn't say to him. Trying not to get my hopes up that we'll ever be together anymore. Bah.

I need to go watch something to take my mind of this.

~May Loki be with you, my deviantly devious deviants.

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