This is just a quick note to let you all know that I'm not posting as much because:

- I'm miserable, and I hate posting too many bitch and moan journal entries in a row (yes, I know this counts as one of them, sorry).

- My arms/ elbows/ wrists -- let's just call it my RSI -- is hurting so fucking much I cry sometimes, (and no, NOT 'cuz I'm a wussy because it HURTS and it's scary).

- I need to work on my novel, and that means what little extra computer time I have is spent on that (or I hand write, which takes longer and eventually has to be typed in anyway)

- Work is so fucking incredibly busy and horrible right now in more ways than I can go into here

I think that sums it up, more or less. This is also why I haven't written back to those of you I owe email to. Sorry!

Tim's being pretty good, though. He makes me laugh and makes up silly games to take my mind off work while we walk at night and holds me when I break down and tells me it's not going to be like this for the rest of my life. He's right of course.

Really, though, I'm getting kind of tired of the hurting.

Bah. Sorry.

Novel time!