Hey, silly!

so lazy...

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Tue, 28 Aug 2012 23:53:00 GMT

I m so lazy, there are lots opportunities out there on the earth, but I dont even want to go out. I have not sent out one single resume for the past 2 years but prefered to stay home doing nothing...

Cannas

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sat, 25 Aug 2012 20:33:00 GMT

When I was little, my grandma broke my beloved porcelain doll into pieces while she was cleaning my room. I cried for the doll every day. My grandma was not superstitious, but one of her friends convinced her that doll had a soul. I didnt know what exactly was said, my grandma decided to bury the broken pieces under the Cannas. then, whenever I started crying, she took me to pray in front of these beautiful Canna fowers (all in bloody red) asking the doll not to come back but leave me in peace... soon, she fell ill & passed away a couple of months before I reached my 4th birthday. My brother never had a chance to meet my kind grandma. whenever I see Cannas, I think of her. I could never forget how we paryed in front of these flowers... oh, tears.. the rest of my childhood went on without a single doll, as I didnt want any.

aunt

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sat, 18 Aug 2012 21:56:00 GMT

I had long phone conversation with my Aunt, who brought me up like her own child. My aunt is getting old, and she lives alone and suffers back pains all the time, not cures, but pain killers... aging is not a fun thing... I am worried about her, but she sounds quite optimistic...

no mercy

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Fri, 17 Aug 2012 23:00:00 GMT

a mouse or rat invaded my apartment, I put a "blue-touch" sticky board on the floor, soon the little bastard was trapped. I throw away the entire thing, its disgusting I bet there are animal lovers would protect against me, but I dont care.

proud things in life

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Fri, 17 Aug 2012 04:04:00 GMT

a decade ago, I chatted with someone online, when I asked what was the most proud thing he has done in his life

he said it was buying his house

now the house is in the market for short sale...

life changes, things change...

more complicated

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Fri, 17 Aug 2012 01:58:00 GMT

life is more complicated in these days,

http://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/2010-03-10-noprom_N.htm

Back in old days, there wasnt such a thing, you didnt know who were gays and who were lesbians... that did make a differences.

hunger games

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Tue, 14 Aug 2012 16:50:00 GMT

bought a barbie doll with $5.00 coupon, thg goal is to transform my doll into this:

quiet site

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sun, 12 Aug 2012 14:38:00 GMT

Journalscape.com is so quiet, are people still blogging or I just dont see it? other blog websties have thousands of entries every minutes, but its not happening here... when I clicked on Most Recent Journal Entries, wow, yesterday's entries are still counted as "recent", if its on Pinterest, your pin is no loinger "recent" after 2 seconds.

dinner with obama

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sun, 12 Aug 2012 14:28:00 GMT

I wonder how many snobbish people have entered to win? and how much money this dirty politician has collected?

what I have...

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sun, 12 Aug 2012 03:20:00 GMT

it looks like all I have is my laptop.

the mood

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sat, 11 Aug 2012 22:07:00 GMT

I sometimes treat myself like another person, as I do not understand myself.

there are so many times, I feel like the world is so dark, there is no hope for me, then I told myself, dont die, try to survive, wait patiently, you will feel different tomorrow...

so, I am waiting again... waiting for my mood to change. and my energy come back to me.

the long road...

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Thu, 9 Aug 2012 18:14:00 GMT

its been years since I last posted here, I missed this quiet place. life was so much easier & happier when this blog was active. when I saw the tiny picture on my homepage, so many mixed feelings came up, "The Road Not Taken" --what if I had taken another road instead of the one I am traveling now?

kimono

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 01:52:00 GMT

Japanese Kimono

Red Cher

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:42:00 GMT

1. 4-head shot
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2306/2197178355_e9e82a43c8_o.jpg

2. close up
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2136/2197178799_2f1216845f_o.jpg

3. half length
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2277/2197997998_798acfeb4e_o.jpg

4. full length
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2140/2197997992_93dc56a6d8_o.jpg

toy fair

loveis@fan.com (hesilly) — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:04:00 GMT

https://www.showreg.net/ATFN0802/login.asp