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at the window
"How poor they are that have not patience."
*Shakespeare*
i slept in today and i didn't mean to. it was a highly stressed day yesterday, so i must have needed the rest. i know i haven't been sleeping well or enough lately, and it's a trigger so i'm going to have to watch it.
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watching that show, "Starting Over" has given me some great ideas and motivations to get on with my own agenda. i feel unfocussed and adrift, so i will start with detailing my goals, keeping in mind life forces you to be flexible.
watching this "REALITY" show is a love/hate thing. i think it's REAL easy to start over the way these women do, with all kinds of economic help behind them... they don't have to worry about what can we use now that we've run out of toilet paper and how many ways can you make chicken legs before you puke or how do i get to a job with no car... but, maybe i'm being a little harsh here. change of any kind is not easy, in any circumstance. just coming to realization you have to change in order to move on, get better, find yourself, whatever... is difficult.
i think i'm always too quick to be self-critical. i need to change that.
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some days i just don't have pearls of wisdom.
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i'm going to work on The Blood today, to get it ready for crits in the new group. it's due the 20th, and i have a lot of work to do. i'm also working on a flash & dash and weekly prompt for FWBW. i started the weekly prompt, and i think it could really go somewhere. i need to work on my dialogue, and that's what i'm attempting here.
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the sun is shining and that's a good thing. charlie, the newest addition to the family (cute story there, he picked us, like cats sometimes do but i will tell it another time) cracks me up. he sits in the window (in my fabric basket ARGH) and stares longingly at the fat, juicy robins that strut on the grass. he wants one BAD. his tail switches back and forth and he actually drools and makes chewy motions with his jaw, like he's about to eat one. it's hysterical and sad at the same time.
sometimes i feel like charlie at the window.
*Shakespeare*
i slept in today and i didn't mean to. it was a highly stressed day yesterday, so i must have needed the rest. i know i haven't been sleeping well or enough lately, and it's a trigger so i'm going to have to watch it.
****
watching that show, "Starting Over" has given me some great ideas and motivations to get on with my own agenda. i feel unfocussed and adrift, so i will start with detailing my goals, keeping in mind life forces you to be flexible.
watching this "REALITY" show is a love/hate thing. i think it's REAL easy to start over the way these women do, with all kinds of economic help behind them... they don't have to worry about what can we use now that we've run out of toilet paper and how many ways can you make chicken legs before you puke or how do i get to a job with no car... but, maybe i'm being a little harsh here. change of any kind is not easy, in any circumstance. just coming to realization you have to change in order to move on, get better, find yourself, whatever... is difficult.
i think i'm always too quick to be self-critical. i need to change that.
****
some days i just don't have pearls of wisdom.
****
i'm going to work on The Blood today, to get it ready for crits in the new group. it's due the 20th, and i have a lot of work to do. i'm also working on a flash & dash and weekly prompt for FWBW. i started the weekly prompt, and i think it could really go somewhere. i need to work on my dialogue, and that's what i'm attempting here.
****
the sun is shining and that's a good thing. charlie, the newest addition to the family (cute story there, he picked us, like cats sometimes do but i will tell it another time) cracks me up. he sits in the window (in my fabric basket ARGH) and stares longingly at the fat, juicy robins that strut on the grass. he wants one BAD. his tail switches back and forth and he actually drools and makes chewy motions with his jaw, like he's about to eat one. it's hysterical and sad at the same time.
sometimes i feel like charlie at the window.
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