can i talk about the "M" word for a minute?

well hell, it's my journal and i'll talk about what i wanna talk about.

one of my favorite sayings is, i would rather swallow a doorknob than get married again. however, there sure are a lot of people in a hurry to do it. i may have to rethink this someday.

(not to say i CAN swallow a doorknob ya perverts, just that i would RATHER. it has GOT to be less painful.)

i will admit i am totally baffled by the whole gay marraige thing. why is the government so willing to stick its nose into something that is none of their business? i have to laugh, and i mean RIGHT OUT LOUD when they use the arguement "to preserve the sanctity of marraige." you mean, like britney spears' marraige? like anna nicole smith's marraige?? like elizabeth taylor's SEVEN marraiges???

i could go on and on, but what's the point? i don't want the government telling me what i can and cannot do, AND WTF DO THEY CARE?? i don't get it! i think of all the money sqandered on court stuff and lawmaking stuff and i am appalled when there are homeless on the street, kids starving and AIDS patients needing funding. GET A GRIP, ok? honestly, some people need perspective in the worst way.

marry whomever you want. as long as they are of age, consenting and actually human (i think marrying a goat is not good for society OR the goat) who cares?

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i love music. someday i'm going to get one of those little bitty thingies that holds thousands of tunes and i am gonna have me one huge musical orgasm. thank god for music. i think i would be in a padded cell somewhere with brain cells saturated with all kinds of pharmeceutical stuff if it wasnt for music.

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okay, nothing like getting cut off mid-journal for a phone call. *sigh*

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ah yes, music. they say that music soothes the savage beast and all i can say is they'll have to play it REAL loud if i ever decide to do the "M" thingy.

my favorites....

annie lennox..... Diva

chris issak.... Speak Of The Devil

bruce..... anything

ditto eric clapton.

and i am particularly fond of The Verve.... Bittersweet Symphony.

actually, i have so many favorites i could never list them all, like the way i feel about books. and while i am a fan of stephen king (his early works are the best, IMO and i'm in love with roland from the Dark Tower series) my absolute favorite book is Deerskin by Robin McKinley. THAT is how i wish i could write.

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i'm glad i got over my pissy fit of yesterday. it really is not me to get riled up for long; short flashes of passion are the best i can do over that kind of stuff. my mom called and said that she and my sister will be visiting today... *oh yay* because my sister has gotten a new truck and wants to show it off. i know, i know but what the hell. if it makes her happy, fine.... to me, stuff is just stuff and i got my whining fit out of the way so it's all good.

maybe i should put on some bruce and rock out. :)